Ex-Scientologist story #315, Down and out in Edinburgh, stats crashed!

Moira Hutchinson was sent to the US to take some classes but when she returned what did she find?  A real mess.  The small staff and few public members had mostly left; only a handful remained.  She did her best to get things going again but when she failed at this impossible task she was, in true Sea Org style, blamed for the lack of growth and money.  It was her “crimes” that impeded the growth of Scientology; not the extremely bad reputation that the cult has done so much to deserve!


Upon my return to the UK  I found that I was to be made the ED in Edinburgh.   The org now only comprised of 2 staff and less than 10 clients.    Seven months prior to this, when I left Britain, this org consisted of  20 staff and circa 50 clients.

What had happened was that all of these people had ‘defected’ to form ‘splinter groups’.   This was slammed by the church, who called all of the people using this technology outside of the church’s umbrella ‘squirrels’.   Members in good standing were forbidden to communicate with any of them.

This heralded the beginning of my struggle to keep an org running in Edinburgh, I was making some money with the sale of basic courses, materials and books.   However, I inherited a #900.00 phone bill, #750.00 rates bill, #600.00 electric bill etc etc.   The phone was disconnected and I had to use public phone boxes.   I had several
writs served for non-payment of bills.   I was actually successful in talking a Sheriff out of auctioning all of the furniture in the org. All requests for financial help were ignored by the Sea Org.   Of course, the money had to still be filtered upwards.

This added fuel to the niggling doubts I had started to have about the church and how it operated.   After about a month of being the ED, the current COUK called me down to East Grinstead.   This was an attempt to get me to ‘confess my transgressions that I must have committed’.  You see because I was now supposed to be a hot-shot, I was expected to have the statistics of the org turned around and back to the level they had been prior to my departure to LA.    One of the key issues here was that I was supposed to make money for the church.   It did
not matter that all resources were now depleted and any possible solution had to start back at the basics.   It was considered not acceptable to hold seminars, workshops etc using the basic Dianetic information.   The courses that I was signing people up for at this point ran at a cost of #20 – #40.   One day I made the mistake of telling one of my superior officers about a wonderful older lady that I had signed up to do a communication course.   I was told that I had to sell the whole bridge to her.  An officer was sent up from East Grinstead to facilitate
this.   I was harassed and chased by upper management to do this, they did not care for her well being.   They just wanted the money.

Anyways, I was ‘busted’ as the ED twice.   There was a new COUK now (the other one had been ‘busted’ for having an affair  with an underage girl who baby-sat his children.   In my first conversation with her she accused me of having destroyed the Org in Edinburgh.Shortly after this I was summoned to the Sea Org HQ in East Grinstead, supposedly for one day, I was kept there for a whole week so that I could complete a program very similar to the RPF where I had to write down all of my transgressions committed against the church and carry
out menial physical duties. . .
Once my ‘ethics were intact’ I was told that I was going to be sent on a “garrison mission” to Plymouth.   This is where a Sea Org Officer is sent to an Org, expected to perform miracles with the revenue and other statistics of org performance.   It also usually meant that the officer was left there indefinitely.

So I went to Plymouth and did my be st, as I always did.   I was pregnant when I went to Plymouth.   I miscarried in my fourth month (not really surprising due to my very poor diet and the fact that I worked seven days a week 8:00 am- 10:00pm).   I wanted to take some time off to recover, the request was denied. . .
I did the confessional, wrote up my transgressions, namely having an affair while still legally married to another.   I wrote a list of every project I was working on, which client was doing what, who had been promised what.   Upon completion of this, I went down a back set of stairs and left the building via the fire escape.   This was due to a tacit agreement between my friend and myself that I had to leave.  

The church made three attempts to get me to return.   (I would have had to report straight to the RPF, of course!).   In  the third one, I was actually kidnapped to be taken to East Grinstead.   I managed to jump off the train at the station before East Grinstead.   Luckily I had enough money on me to pay for a train ticket back to Plymouth.  

Within a month I received a declaration stating that I was now classified as a Suppressive Person.

Later she would write a requiem of sorts on her experience in Scientology, it serves as a warning to others.

Ten years have passed since all of this happened.   I view Scn with very different eyes now.   My life experience in these past years has taught me that there is no one right path to lead us through this life, nor does any one person have the right to dictate a thought system, slandering all others.  The Scn Technology I was taught was focused a lot on freedoms; freedom from control, from self inflicted hang ups and so on.   This, in my opinion, is where Scn gets its appeal, as we all want freedom in some form or another.  However, in reality there is a large amount of fear in the people who work in the church.   An opposing opinion meant an ethics investigation and handling.   Depending on the severity of the opposition to the thought system, a person could be declared a Suppressive Person.   Whenever this happened, in my experience, the remaining staff/officers would make statements like  –  “I always suspected he/she was suppressive”.   I am sure the same was said of me once I was declared.

I have to say that although I admit to having some success with some of the processing, my belief system has changed very much.   I have grown up and taken charge of my life.   One thing I can say that the whole experience has taught me is to ensure that I explore everything when any type of spiritual or philosophical train of thought or belief system comes my way.   I will never allow myself to be involved with an organization which takes people out of the real world.

I feel very strongly that no one should become involved with the Church of Scientology.   The setup I was exposed to was a hierarchy to make money.   There was very little evidence of true caring for the clients by the management.   Staff members become wrapped in a cause.  The work hours and rules are so demanding, the real world ceases to exist.

For the rest of the story go here: http://www.spaink.net/cos/mpoulter/sods/moirah.html

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Ex-Scientologist story #314, Saved from the Sea Org in a nick of time.

This is the story of the Hutchinson family, Tom and Carol, daughters Molly and Laura.  This family got out in just the nick of time as they were about to enter the Sea Org.  Luckily, a person who knew what the cult was all about saved the day and told them the truth about Scientology.  This is taken from a series of stories that appeared on Nov. 11, 12 1991 in the St. Petersburg Times entitled, Scientology’s Children.  [note the use in this story that the cult knowingly lied about being able to be a Christian and a Scientologist at the same time.]

by Curtis Krueger, Times Staff Writer

Eleven-year-old Laura Hutchinson went to Girl Scout camp scared.  Not scared of camp. Camp would be fine.  Laura was scared that when she returned, Mom and Dad might be  divorced.

Tom and Carol Hutchinson, self-employed commercial artists in the   Atlanta area, had been having marital problems. When Tom started getting counseling at Atlanta’s Dianetics center, affiliated with the Church of Scientology, Carol objected.

The parents fought as Laura left.  But when Laura came back, her parents were together. By then, both  were getting Scientology counseling. Before long, both considered  themselves Scientologists. Soon Laura and her 8-year-old sister,  Molly, did too.

But Tom and Carol did more than switch religions. They switched focus. Scientology, rather than Laura and Molly, consumed them.   Within two years, Tom and Carol spent $60,000 on the church, according to a lawsuit. They traveled to Clearwater for Scientology counseling and spent virtually all of their free time on the church. They signed billion-year contracts and prepared to move the  family to Los Angeles.

Their experience is not unusual. When parents plunge into  Scientology, critics say, children often are swept along and family  life takes a back seat.   “I mean, they took our lives away,” said Laura, now 17.The Hutchinsons’ story begins in the summer of 1985. Tom confided to a client that he was having marital problems.

The client referred Tom to Atlanta’s Dianetics center. During a weekend auditing session he spent 12 hours telling his problems to a Scientology counselor, or “auditor.”   “You come out of it, of course, feeling like you’ve dumped your troubles,” Tom said. “You get real high off the whole thing. And of course you want some more of that feeling.”

After Laura went to camp, Carol went to the Dianetics center, too,  despite reservations. Like Tom, she went back for more.  But Tom and Carol did not discuss their counseling sessions with  each other. They had learned an important rule of Scientology: You can’t discuss your “case” with anyone else even your spouse. And then, one brief remark changed everything.

One thing troubled Tom. Could he be a Christian and a Scientologist too? No problem, Scientologists said.  They kept saying, ‘Well, you can be a Christian and a Scientologist at the same time,’ ” Tom said.  “Eventually the lifestyle takes over and the Christianity kind of just goes by the wayside,” Carol said.

Laura was put off by the first Scientologists she met. They seemed pushy and phony. Both girls were enrolled in a Scientology study course and found it boring. But within a couple of months, Tom and Carol were spending seven days a week at the Atlanta Dianetics center for auditing or Scientology courses. The staff encouraged them to bring Laura and Molly.

While their parents sat for hours in auditing sessions, the girls went to the basement and stuffed envelopes with Scientology literature.  Mom and Dad were happy.

“We thought, well, this is good, you know,” Carol said. “They’re staying busy doing something that’s of benefit rather than just  wasting their time playing or watching TV.”  Molly was audited only once, but Laura was audited several times.  Like her parents, she was hooked to an “E-meter” – a device similar to a lie-detector. She held two metal cans while the auditor asked  her questions and evaluated her responses.

She, too, found that auditing made her feel good. “I just felt like I was floating.”  Eventually, the girls went along. Molly told her friends she  belonged to the Church of Scientology, which she thought was a new denomination of Christianity. At Christmas, Laura gave her friends books by Scientology founder L. Ron Hubbard.

Laura was awed by some of the other Scientologists, especially the  ones called “OTs” – for “operating thetans.” She knew OTs  supposedly could remember past lives, and that fascinated her.  “I used to ask them if they had met God at any time, you know? And like, what was God like? I never got an answer.”

The auditing sessions soon got expensive, but Tom and Carol wanted more.  Scientology staff members told the Hutchinsons they were lucky  because they could afford to get enough auditing to attain the  state of “clear,” an important goal within Scientology. Scientologists believe that by going “clear,” they can increase their IQs, improve their health and accomplish their goals.

Many people couldn’t have afforded the $35,000 price tag to go clear.  But the Hutchinsons could. A Scientology official explained how:   All they had to do was get a second mortgage. For later counseling  and training, they also cashed in their individual retirement  accounts, charged up to the limit on their Visa card and sold a collection of antique, sterling-silver mint-julep cups.

Tom and Carol eventually were told to go to Los Angeles to be  evaluated and certified as clears.    Thrilled, Tom and Carol flew to California.   But Laura was not thrilled. This Los Angeles trip meant Mom and Dad would miss her 13th birthday.   Laura’s birthday just didn’t seem so important, Carol said.   “We felt that the most important thing was to do the (clearing process), and that Laura would have other birthdays and she would  get over it and, you know, no big deal. That’s the way we felt,”  she said.

As a Scientologist, Carol said she was taught that children  sometimes manipulate their parents in order to get attention. So she said she learned not to give her children much sympathy.  “The normal, mothering, motherly feelings that you have, where you want to nurture and care for your children is taken away from you.”

Laura remembers that “We’d be sick or we’d hurt ourselves or there was something we were upset about and Mom would just say, ‘I have no sympathy.’ ”   “I was always sick because I needed her attention so bad.”

The news in Los Angeles was shattering. Although Carol successfully became clear, the Scientologists told Tom he failed. He wasn’t  clear. And it was his responsibility to get clear – by buying more auditing, even though he and Carol already had spent $35,000.

“I thought my whole world had fallen apart,” Tom said. “I sat there and wept…. I had done everything that I could do to get what they had promised me., and then coming up empty-handed . . . just seemed to me to be the ultimate rip-off.”  Returning to Atlanta, Tom and Carol soured on the church and found themselves swamped in debt, working extra hours to keep their business afloat.

Out of the blue, a Scientologist called from Clearwater to offer free auditing.   Clearwater, known among Scientologists as “Flag Land Base,” is considered the spiritual headquarters of Scientology.

“We had always been told that Flag (Clearwater) was the Mecca of  Scientology, that at Flag you could get the world’s best auditing,”   Carol said. “And so I thought, this is fantastic. Free auditing at Flag!”

It was in Clearwater, at the Fort Harrison Hotel in 1987, that Carol had her last auditing session.  In the auditing room, Carol said she sat in the chair and relaxed, settling into something like a hypnotic trance. She picked up the two metal cylinders connected to the E-meter. Closing her eyes, she started feeling uncomfortable. Carol could see something; she  wasn’t sure what.

“I could see a lot of fog, and it was like the fog didn’t want to  clear, because there was something in the fog, or behind the fog.  And I felt my back was hurting . . . and I didn’t understand why.”   “And finally . . . I started to get an image of what was in the fog. And it was Christ on the cross.”

The auditor peppered her with questions. “She kept pushing me for more and more information… and that’s the way you do it with an      auditing session. And the more I described it, the clearer the picture got. And finally I heard a voice speaking to me, and I knew that it was his voice, Christ’s voice. But I didn’t want to tell the auditor.”

But the auditor pushed, and eventually she explained.  “I knew that what he was saying was, Don’t be afraid, I’ll always be with you.  “And I burst into tears, and I felt this immediate, incredible  relief, and this understanding and knowledge that was true.”  She wasn’t sure what it meant. But she was exhilarated.

Carol went back to Atlanta ecstatic.  “She comes home from Clearwater, and it’s like her feet don’t touch the floor,” Tom said. He wondered what had happened, but, under the rules, she couldn’t tell him.   Before long, Tom was off to Clearwater. While they chased that dream, their debts were catching up to them.   At about this time, a recruiter visited them from the “Sea Org,” short for Sea Organization.

Sea Org members are full-time Scientologists who work 12-hour days,  and wear naval-style uniforms. Tom and Carol were told they would  earn $35 a week. It was a way out. They could sell the house, leave their debts behind and move to Los Angeles with the girls.  Tom and Carol joined and signed the Sea Org’s standard billion year contract.  Tom, Carol and the girls told their friends they were leaving.   “I was really scared,” Laura said.   I felt like I didn’t have anywhere to go.  There was no home for me, there was nothing.”   As he prepared to leave, Tom ran an errand to a typesetter. He told a woman there that he was moving to Los Angeles. She asked why.

Ever heard of the Church of Scientology? he asked. “She says, ‘I  was an auditor in Los Angeles 15 years ago,’ ” Tom recalled. “And  she says, ‘Now I’m a Christian, and I don’t believe in anything  that they were doing, and it’s a cult.’ ”   The words hit Tom like a lightning bolt. Thunderstruck, he went home and told Carol. Neither of them had read any material critical of Scientology or run across former Scientologists.

“Oh my God,” Carol said.   “We sat there,” Tom recalled, “and said, ‘Could it possibly be that  we are making a huge mistake?’ ”  They took the telephone off the hook. Tom and Carol told their  daughters to turn away anyone who came to the door. The children  stood guard while the parents holed up in the bedroom.

Tom and Carol each had doubts, but, in accordance with church rules, they had never discussed them.  Now they talked heart-to-heart. After two days of talking virtually nonstop, they realized that there was no way they could go back to Scientology.  Tom and Carol were exhausted from their marathon discussion. They needed an excuse to get out of the house.

Molly said her girlfriend had invited her to a church play.  The whole family went along. Carol said she walked into the Peachtree Christian Church and stared at a stained-glass window  depicting the baptism of Jesus.  “I looked up at that and I just burst into tears, because I was  just overcome, knowing that this was where we were led.”  A memory came to her. Don’t be afraid, I’ll always be with you.  After the play, a crowd of churchgoers surrounded the family and  welcomed them. Tom met the minister. “I remember distinctly tears welling up in his eyes,” the Rev.  James L. Collins said. Collins told him Scientology was a  counterfeit religion that had caused turmoil in many lives.

Today, Tom and Carol still are working as commercial artists in the Atlanta area. They say they cannot think of a single benefit from their two years in Scientology.  The Hutchinsons have sued the Church of Scientology in Georgia,  seeking unspecified damages for their unhappy experience in the  church and seeking to prevent Scientology from using what the suit  says is a policy of harassing former members who speak out. A  countersuit says the Hutchinsons’ action is frivolous.

The family still attends Peachtree Christian Church. At first, Laura said, she had reservations about getting involved in another religious organization. But now, Molly and Laura both said their  Christian faith is strong.

To read the rest of the story go here: http://www.caic.org.au/stories/sci-kids.htm

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Ex-Scientologist story #313, Fear and Loathing in 1982.

Hubbard orders his mission system looted.

In 1982 Hubbard looted the mission holders, who held Scientology franchises, of tens of millions of dollars he claimed they owed him for various things including licensing.  This was all a sham of course, the real sin here is that he never, ever, at all, under any conditions, wanted anyone to make money from off of Scientology except him.  His own son left Scientology because “Nibs” couldn’t make enough to feed his family despite his father’s vast wealth. 

Former Commanding Officer, LA, Jay Hurwitz was part of the carnage of the mission holder’s fiasco.  The following quote comes from chapter five of A Piece of Blue Sky, Scientology, Dianetics and L. Ron Hubbard Exposed, by Jon Atack.

“At the end of August, David Mayo and his entire staff were removed from their positions, and put under guard at Gilman. The next month, Franks’ successor as Executive Director International, Kerry Gleeson, was removed, and replaced by the head of Scientology’s operations in continental Europe, Guillaume Lesevre. In October several other well known, long-term Sea Org members were rounded up and taken to Gilman Hot Springs. One of these, Jay Hurwitz, described the experience in some detail:

The first day I arrived at INT
[International HQ, Gilman] I had a Nazi style “Interrogation” sec check which
was done by the highest authorities of Scientology. There were four
interrogators present in the room firing questions at me while I was on a meter.

They were: David Miscavige, one of the
three highest execs running Scientology today; Steve Marlowe, Executive Director
of RTC; Marc Yaeger, CO CMO INT; Vicky Aznaran, Deputy Inspector General.

Their first question to me was “Who is
paying you?”… I was then subjected to enormous duress with statements like “we
will stay here all night until you tell us who is running you” (in other words 1
was a plant, an enemy agent). Miscavige said he would declare me [Suppressive]
on the spot if I didn’t tell him who my operations man was ….

For the first five days I was at INT I
was kept locked up under guard with three other people (females) . . . for the
first two days, we were kept in an office ….For the next three days, we were
kept confined in a toilet, under guard ….We used the same toilet facilities in
the presence of one another.

Hurwitz accused Miscavige of physically
assaulting three people during the course of his investigation. A Committee of
Evidence was convened and lasted for several weeks. Hurwitz was one of those who left before the Findings and Recommendations of that “Comm Ev” were published in January 1983.”

If you want to read some really whacked-out, bat-shit crazy nonsense then go here to read the SP declare that Scientology issued to Jay.  The rabbit hole here is very deep . . .


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It’s time for some fun. A song and a story.


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Ex-Scientologist story #312, ANZO cult member quits in disgust.

Lance Hoskins gives his reasons for quitting Scientology on this New Zealand  television show.  He was a 20 year plus member who worked on staff at Auckland and as a Sea Org member worked as Flag Service Rep. in other orgs. He left in 1989. 

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